I am too young to be doing this.

As a youngster, are you scared about your image if you enter the c?
Spirituality is the science of being. It is the science of the spirit. It is what you are.  It is your only undeniable trait. You can choose to acknowledge it or ignore it.

I hate those who keep meditating and do not attend to me.

Spirituality means different things to different people. For some, it is religion and for some it is a certain kind of practice/ritual. If you start seeing spirituality as a way of life, where you remain in touch with the creator on an ongoing basis, life will be a different ball game for you. You need not go out of your way to be spiritual. Understand the oneness in all and you are truly spiritual.

I see all as an extension and part of me

I worry that I will become a sage and will lose out on the fun of life. If I enter this world, I can’t drink and party. I can’t have sex!

None of this stuff is true! The idea is to remain detached. If you are forbidding certain experiences of life, the mind will constantly keep dwelling on those experiences. Spirituality is not about experiencing or not experiencing, it is about being able to be a simple witness to the entire game of life in a detached manner.

I completely embrace the unique essence of my being