Perhaps you fear strength. The subconscious mind has records of strengths being misused by you or others getting threatened by your strength. Check out, what are the benefits of weakness? Did you or your close ones get away with extra favors by being weak?
The sense of strength is directly proportional to the need for strength. We all display enormous strength under adverse circumstances in any case. At times we fear our strength because we have misused it by going against the divine plan.
I courageously operate out of my core strength to move as per the divine plan.